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Charles herring
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United States
Current Residence: ohio
Favourite genre of music: Christian rap
Favourite style of art: Spiritual
Operating System: Windows 98, but i have linux on my other
MP3 player of choice: Winamp, it wips the llama's tail
Shell of choice: turtle
Wallpaper of choice: the kind for walls
Skin of choice: human
Personal Quote: live for others, die to yourself, pray daily, and follow christ always
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i want to go home

have you ever been in a bad dream, one that it feels like you cant wake up from, things keep getting worse and worse then suddenly, like the removing of a bandaid you are awake, it hurt but for a second and minutes later the pain, the fear for the most part have disperssed and you go about your day. now what if waking up, brought no relife?

have you ever been somewere that was either so bad or for whatever reason you wanting nothing greater in the world then the chance to go home, were it would be safe, warm, normal, inviting. what if that place you were at, that you so despertly wanted to leave, was your home. and that you have woken up only to relize the dream world was nothing compared to the real. that everything is as bad as it seems, were everything and everyone you trusted now, you qustion there loylties, and were there true allignces lie, or a person you once trusted now you doubt and second guess everything they tell you. a world were it seems as unrealistic as it feels, that god has left you, he has abondon you to your own ways, your own corruption the very life you have been leading comes crashing down upon you like a house built on sand when the bad weather comes, and with its crashing you hope, expect, to see your freinds and loved ones come rushing to you to give you aid and comfort. but all you recive is platiudes and "get over it". and the very prayer that used to sustain you, and make you feel whole, leaves you thirsty, and yearning for something that is just out of reach. and no place brings you comfort, memorys rush you even at the oddest of times, when your driving, talking to someone, or even cleaning a table. a feeling that you dont have anymore hits you like a brick and your mominterly left stunned, unable to breath and you know no one else will understand and you have no one else left to talk to, no one you fully trust, becuse you have learned what happenes when you fully trust someone. when even in a room of friends you feel alone... want to be alone, even then you cant find comfort so you go to those rooms you plaster a smile, you have to be the big man, you have to be strong for them, they need you, they need a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen, someone to vent to, someone to hug, someone to help them when ever with what ever they need....


but what about when i need someone...:sadangel:

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droy333 Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2005
hello!
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Lady-Hawk Featured By Owner May 12, 2004
THanks for the favorite! :hug:
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machinechiane Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2003
Hey Guys.
Im iranian,and im so sad,not just for earthquick,
Im so sad because of some of you guys that think we are animals!,some of you think all of us are terrorist! murderer! ....

I just want to tell you guys i was as sad as you in sept 11th !!!
that wasn't us!!!! maybe our government!! but not US!!! not me,not my family,not my friends,and not that peoples who dead in earth quick.

I wish you could undrestand what hapend on us these theys!! "Im not talking about earthquicks!!"

I have manythings to tell you guys,but , but , maybe another time! when you guys can hear and undrestand the animals cry, animals child scream and animals fear in _5 degree in sands!
I just trying to tell you they are not terrorist! they are not animals...

WE ARE NOT POOR ANIMALS . WE ARE HUMAN :( :( (
good luck to you.
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superstar69 Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2003
Charlie poo! Imma send you your postcard as soon as I get a stamp. come check out my new stuff!
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stickalope Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2003
I just want to say its nice to see a fellow christian around, and keep up the good poetry and all else you do well.
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Ebudae Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2003
It's nice to see fellow chrsitians on Deviant...I feel so left out :sadangel: Keep up the great work and God belss!!
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jesus-freak Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2003   Photographer
Thanks for the welcome, sorry it took so long i've been gone on vacation
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scottishhammer Featured By Owner Jul 28, 2003   Traditional Artist
Thank you for the nice comments and the favorite addition.
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